Healing is a Journey not a destination
I Lost My Mind Mom
God's Poem
By Jazmine Frazier
I Love My Mind Mom
God's Poem
In the emotionally stirring novel “I Lost My Mind Mom: God’s Poem” we dive into the turbulent life of Jazmine, a teenager engulfed by the grief of losing her mother, her guiding light and closest friend. As an only child, Jazmine’s struggle with her profound loss unfolds into a quest for belonging, pushing her away from her father and toward a path filled with dangerous choices and deep-seated resentment.
With every step away from her past, Jazmine feels the growing absence of her mother’s wisdom and warmth, leading her into the shadows of isolation and despair. Yet, it is within this darkness that she finds a sliver of light, a spark of faith that begins to guide her out of the abyss. Turning to prayer and self-reflection, Jazmine embarks on a journey of healing and discovery, finding in God the love and direction she sorely missed.
“I Lost My Mind Mom” is a poignant narrative of loss, forgiveness, and the indomitable strength of the human spirit. It captures the heartache of missing one’s guiding star and the powerful resurgence of hope that comes with finding one’s faith. Through Jazmine’s transformative journey, the novel explores the resilience required to navigate life’s greatest challenges and the beauty of redemption found in surrendering to a higher power.
This story resonates deeply with anyone who has faced loss, battled through the aftermath of broken relationships, or sought a deeper meaning in life. It is a reminder that even in our darkest moments, the path to healing and grace is never beyond reach.
Jazmine Frazier
/ Author
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Chapter 1: Gain Perspective
I can vividly recall the day my mom sat me down and told me that one day she would not be with me any longer. Now, I was 6 when she decided little ole me was prepared for this conversation. Well, I broke down! I remember it because it happened just as I was showing off how I could tie any type of shoe, being the talented little kid that I was. Naturally, I broke down in tears so bad, I couldn’t breathe I was snot nose crying. She whispered to me softly that we were God’s children and we belonged to Him and one day we would leave the Earth and live in Heaven with Him. I could not believe the words coming from her mouth. I could not comprehend the thought of her not being there for me and not being with her forever. I was not sure what that looked like and did not want to think about it.
Chapter 4: Transforming Season
My heart was nowhere near healed. I was feeling brokenhearted in other areas, I had no children, no husband, a job but wanted a career, and a house but not a home- my life was very quiet. The denial had started to lessen, I knew my mom was gone and I knew I was single. I had been through too many things and relationships where I waited for her to show up and she never came. She just was not coming back. I cried to God for years for me to at least see her in a dream but it never happened.
Chapter 5: 20/20 Vision into God’s Word
If you knew me years ago it would probably be hard for you to believe the words I am saying. I make it my business to let my actions speak louder. I have a fire for Jesus like never before. Tomorrow is not promised nor is the next breath I take so I’m thankful for every second and every person I get to influence with my testimony. The Bible says “We are overcome by the word of our testimony and the blood of the lamb”, in Revelations 12:11. My greatest pain so far produced my greatest purpose and woke up my gift and greatness. I’m alive, I’m healing, I’m loved by many, and I’m saved because Jesus died for me even knowing that I would sin against him! With His discipline, I’m receiving His favor.